I remember, back in elementary school...I used to be a chubby little kid. I don't know how it happened...I want to say "it's in my genes"...but at the same time, I don't because I know I ate a lot as a child. I still eat a lot, and I have noticed that I've been sitting around playing games...not moving around that much and I feel lazy and feel like I'm gaining weight. This is becoming a problem, and...I worked out yesterday but I need to stay on track! I told myself that SUMMER is going to change me - physically. (I guess emotionally as well...)
I remember, back when I was in the 6th grade, I received my first insult concerning my physical appearance. It wasn't intended as an insult, but I took it as one. "Oh my, David! You sure have gotten bigger since the last time I saw you"...and the motion was width, not height. So I took it as an insult. I felt like it was never a problem...and because I felt that way, I never had a reason to do something about it - you know, join the other kids and play sports and do something physically active. I would rather sit down and listen to music, make music - honestly, during lunch...I would sometimes just sit down and stare at plants because I thought they were beautiful, and imagine music playing while I'm staring at them. Lame? Stfu. I don't care. I was never really into playing sports - rather watching them.
I feel like there is so much that I could've done. I feel like there is so much I could do. So...I'm going to do something!...I will...I honestly will. I will. Grr damn it, I will.
I feel lazy - and I feel that laziness could cause some health problems. I'm going to fix that. Drink more water too - DAMN I need to drink more water...Slurpess will forever stay in my diet though! (I have about 8 slurpee collectible cups).
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That's enough about me complaining about my weight...heh, wanna know something funny? I went to Royal Mandarin today, and Lorie was right across the street, eating at Ginza. Ironic.
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